Hindi Na Muna

hindi na muna kekeme... hindi na muna mai-inlove... sa ngayon, hindi na muna... 'wag na muna...

yup, last night we (oo, si keme at ako... anobazzz!Ü) both decided na this might not be the right time for us to be together (coupledom, i mean)... we both like each other soooooo much pero we're both not ready to commit... baka hindi kami makapagbigay ng full time... full effort... or even full love... so we better take it easy para hindi masyado masakit if sa huli we'll realize there really was nothing there... na we're not meant for each other pala and this was not meant to happen... we'll just make fate work its magic for the both of us... and let God bring us to where our hearts really belong and where our lives must really be... kung kame, kame naman in the end... kung hindi, at least we're good friends... and at least, at one point in our lives, we brought each other crazy mind-blowing joy and happiness... **blushes**

this was such a whirlwind romance... grabeh... first time namin pareho makaranas ng ganito... overwhelming -- soooobra... pero yun nga, so as not to get blown away so much without having anything na pwede namin kapitan, hinay-hinayin na habang kaya pa...

we are both hurt, no denying... pero we still have each other naman eh... kapag kailangan ko sya, nandyan sya... pag sya naman ang may kailangan sa 'kin, andyan din ako syempre!ÜÜÜ hahahaha, landicha pa rin talaga!Ü seriously, we both promised na if one needs the other, the other would be there... so ok na ko dun, content with it... **smiles warmly**

we're not closing this chapter in our lives... we're not closing any doors... what could have been, may STILL happen... but again, just not this time...

at syempre, habang tina-type ko 'to may konting senti rut pa rin ako (hahaha!Ü)... and I'm listening forever to Coke's new commercial jingle, Sana... here, namnamin nyo din yung lyrics... this is me now... kebs na muna dun sa ibang kanta... ok na ko dito...

Sana
Sana'y masabi sa awit kong ito
Lahat ng ninanais nitong puso ko
Sana saanman patungo sa buhay
May pag-ibig, may pag-asa,
May saya at saysay
Sana sa bawat sandali matikman pa
Sarap ng pagsasama at simpleng ligaya
Tara na, sakyan lang
Malay mo...
'Andyan lang, 'andyan lang
Ang hinahanap mo...

basta, please, let's leave this be... thanks for all your comments, encouraging words and reklamo... hahaha! you truly are good, good friends... mwah, mwah, mwah! mahal ko kayo! chos, parang artista... hahaha!ÜÜÜ